yes, i've been there!

Have you heavily invested in your own growth and feel like there's something missing? Do you carry around unresolved emotional baggage and wish you had tools that cause permanent transformation? Would you love to have a powerful impact on your own and other’s wellbeing, have the knowledge to cause permanent transformation, and enjoy living a blissful life as a byproduct of living with an enlightened mindset?
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At age 9, I started to ask WHY. Why were we so poor? Why did my dad die? Why was my mother uncaring and coldhearted? When I asked him, our priest told me that God decides who will be healthy, rich, and happy, and who will die early, be poor, and suffer or be in pain for the rest of their lives. None of this resonated with me and I took my first steps to find out who creates our reality and asked the big questions of: “Who and what creates my reality, and do I have the power to change it?”
 
I’ve been on this journey for 50 years! Today, I know that my life-purpose is to be an Intuitive Healer and a Teacher's Teacher. All the pain and suffering born out of the experiences of my childhood affected me as an adult and created the struggles that needed to occur, so I would understand the pain and suffering of others. Every single challenge along the way, added up to an extensive collection of negative emotions and the experience of consequences they create in our reality. 
 
I’ve always had the desire to heal the wounds that were created by all I’ve lived through in my childhood and as an adult. I invested heavily in my own growth, and for a long time, felt like there was something missing. I wished for tools that cause permanent transformation, so I could shed the unresolved emotional baggage I carried around with me for good. It became clear that as long as my spiritual, emotional, and mental body remained wounded, the physical reality I attracted would always be a reflection of how I felt about my Self. 
 
As a child I felt unwanted, unloved, abandoned, exploited, helpless, overlooked, neglected, physically/mentally/emotionally/sexually abused, undernourished, impoverished, enslaved, overburdened, miserable, forlorn, melancholic, depressed, and sorrowful. I was treated with indifference like I didn’t matter, half-heartedly attempted to kill my Self, and even thought about what it would take to kill my mother...
 
As a young adult I felt used, taken advantage of, manipulated, ignored, unconsidered, lost, powerless, attacked, unworthy, of no value, alone even in the midst of people, disregarded and overwhelmed with responsibility. The emotional wounds of my upbringing and young adulthood had turned me into a flaming Pleaser. I had such a need to give to everyone all I never had, that my own needs remained unfulfilled, and my Soul felt starved and empty. 
 
As an adult I felt invisible, unimportant and like I would never measure up or ever be treated with the respect I yearned for. No matter how hard I worked and how much I sharpened my talents, abilities, and gifts - and even though my skill-set had reached impressive measures - being taken seriously eluded me. I couldn’t bring my Self to get the credentials people want, through a formal education in an esteemed University for metaphysical science, psychology, or a PhD program. I much  preferred receiving my knowledge and wisdom from my higher Self/Guidance/Source and would have felt limited and confined if I had to fit into the established order. Only a small percentage of the population was drawn to the new perspective or apply the knowledge and tools they gained from my teachings. 
 
A huge ball of pain sat in my chest. I obsessed over and attempted to find ways to escape the suffering. The shame, grief, and depression over all I had lost in my childhood and as an adult, lingered and prevented me from feeling fully alive. I had worked so hard all of my life and even though I was living my true life’s purpose, taught what I was passionate about, and had gained a lot of knowledge and wisdom, I found my Self exploring why financial freedom and financial independence had been so elusive.
 
The day it all changed was the day I realized that while I knew the Universal Laws that rule this plane of existence and I had all the tools and wisdom to permanently transform my reality to the one I’d always dreamed of, I was only in the needed state of mind for a period of time. Recognition of the importance of ALWAYS being grounded to Mother Earth, centered within my Self, connected to my higher Self/Guidance/Source, and ALWAYS acting from the knowledge of my own worth, was key. Methodically working through and building a step-by-step plan to bring the desired vision into reality, and truly applying the knowledge I already held, quickly cleared away all remaining roadblocks and completely freed me of all the negative emotions, suffering, and pain of the past. 
 
Because of this shift in my reality, 50-years of collected wisdom, knowledge, concepts, formulas, methods, and systems are now neatly stacked in perfect order, on a platform that allows YOU to master your own arrival at enlightenment. You now have all the knowledge you need at your fingertips, can enjoy the freedom to go at your own pace, in the privacy of your own home, and always have access to the courses you’ve purchased.
 
No matter how close you are to being a fully realized and enlightened Being, you’ll find the insights and tools needed to effectively and permanently transform all pain and suffering. Your own and the pain and suffering of those in your care. As you already know, you can only assist the healing of others as far as you’ve healed your Self! 
 
The sinking feeling you get when your actual reality fails to match your ideal vision and desired reality, will soon be replaced by the excitement and joy you feel, when you’ve successfully transformed the wounds of the past. Transformation of negative emotions with the Edelwize philosophy and tools is different than learning how to cope with or manage them. It’s different from distracting your Self from what’s going on in your life, or the idea that temporarily focusing on something positive will do anything other than delay arriving at your desired state of mind. It’s different than the vast majority of methods currently taught “out there.” 
 
Edelwize offers you a complete system that has been tested for decades, and has been upgraded, refined, streamlined, and curated for intuitive Healers who have the desire to permanently live in bliss. It inspires even the most reluctant Healers - the ones who may have never seen themselves as being a Healer - to use their own gifts and talents to effectively help themselves, and then others, to be in alignment with the biggest shift in consciousness Mother Earth has ever witnessed. 
 
It's so exciting to build this new world with you!
Welcome to our Edelwize community! 💗 🦋 Christa Rae Pacheco, Edelwize